Everything happens for a reason.......

After lots of whining, bitching and complaining, I have decided to take my husbands advice; that is to ' terima dengan hati yang terbuka'.
Actually, it is much more healthier. Just forget about those people and get on with your life.
Everything is in the hands of "ALLAH".

It may be a blessing in disguise. The situation acts like a stimulus to me. Makes me buck up and prepare the long awaited proposal.. Wish me luck!!. I want to share an e-mail that a friend sent to me. It is like an eye opener for me and I hope that it will help anybody reading it to have a paradigm change when they are bestowed with misfortune.

Here it is

Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

The wishful queen saying till we meet again!! bye

History repeating itself......

Today I have to whine and shout and $^!$#&$&. I am very outraged when i know the result of my performance. How can somebody be so heartless. I'm starting to think that this is not evaluating performance but this is getting personal. This is the second time but thanks to my level headed hubby and good cronies who really help to calm me down. My husband told me to 'terima dengan hati yang terbuka'. Luckily I have something to look forward to. But at this point of time , I do not think I can forgive her. Now it is up to the No 1, to do the final moderation. I will pray that god will give her what she deserve. Its true waht they say,
"power corrupts ans absolute power corrupts absolutely"

Sorry, only the selected few will understand my this entry. the rest pls bear with me.

This is the difficulty of being higher qualified than you boss(just being bitchy)

I wish things will be different.........

Valentines Day

I'm not a big fan of Valentine's Day but I am very happy as I could board have a seat on the commuter today. Talking of life privilages!!.

My conclusion is people took leave on Valentines Day and I got the benefit.

I really have to get started on my topic. Delinn is back and she will want to know the updates.
I promise my self to start something this week.(hopefully)

Updates fro last entry

A lot of things happened since my last updated.

The major thing is that I finally had my teeth operation on the 30 Jan 08. Wow, it was quite a horrifying experience.( My last dentist appointment was in my ITM days somewhere betwwen 1989-1991).

I was so tensed!!. Luckily I was fooled by the sweet and fragile looking doctor(female). When she starts he work, wow she is worst than a road bully. She gave me three injection for local anesthesia(didI spell it correctly) but I keep on requesting until I have 7 altogether!!!.

Even with all the injections, I can still feel the pain when she pulled my teeth!!. I thank my lucky stars that I did not request to have both my wisdom teeth to be removed. I had soft diet for 1 week and it was torture.

I did managed to finished a Macdonalds burger with the girls. To my surprise, the dentist knows that I had chewed on something hard!! Moral of the story, visit your dentist more often to lessen the pain.

I brought my daughters to the swimming pool near Delinns place. Thanx Delinn for informing me. It was nice as there is quite a playground near the pool and the children can alternately play at the playground and then jump into the pool.

I'm still stumbling to find my topic. Still waiting for the inspiration. Hope i can find a topic soon.

The feeling of giving a 24hr resignation is very strong when I looked at my performance that was given by you know who. How can people be so 'dengki'. This really puts pressure on me to find the topic fast.

p.s. Really envy Delinn and her holidays.